The ride up to Binghamton NY was kinda fun... even tho it took 5 fucking hrs!! and i hardly ate anything... i was soo hungry!
We get to the hotel and go to wendy's... bleh... fast food is not a healthy meal...
We go back to the hotel... have a meeting... chill, and we find that some BU's alumni are staying on the same floor as us... And when we go to bed... we are haunted by them screaming in the hallway and calling our rooms till 1 am in the morn'... Heh... fun fun!
And they fucking do this just so they can win a fucking meet! Dear God! What the hell! it's just a fucking meet!
So then we get up early to go to the pool for a wake up swim... we get lost and only have time to swim for like 20 mins... we go to breakfast and then sleep some more afterwards...
around 10 ish we get up to go back to the pool for the meet... downside is i left my suit in the hotel room and i have to run back up to get it... when i get there... the fucking door won't let me in.. not flashing lights on the f'ing thing... it's completely dead... i run back downstairs... grab another key and try again.. nope it doesn't work... i go back down, almost in tears and i get a matinence guy to help... he get the door open i run in grab my suit and when i start to close the door.. i hear this peeping sound.. the door's key thing lights up.. so i close it and put my key in... and it fucking works... grrr...
Then i go outside.. there are two buses... i don't know which one to go to... so i run to one... wasn't my bus... so i have to run to the other side of the building to get to the other one... thank god it was the right one....
We get to the pool... i swim my One event.. they fuck up my time and pisses me off... so i don't know what Pat's going to do... i don't think i'm going to stay on the traveling team for long ;_;
The fucking meet takes at least 5 hrs... and the whole time and screaming my head off cheering cuz of the fucking alumni, they were screaming rude things to us... but we were polite and just ignoring it... god damn them... i think they really got underneath everyone's nevers...
At the end of the meet... the boys teams was losing by 2 and the grls were losing by 14... we knew that we couldn't wing... but the guys had the chance... and it came to the last relay... the fucking place was in uproar... it was sooo loud... omg... And thank god they won!
so over all... it was a win lose situation... which isn't bad... thank god!
but yeah... i just don't know where i stand in the team...
i have 2 meets this weekend... and Pat asks sooo much from us... and me? i ask a lot of myself but i don't know how Pat wants me to race... i'm scared... and i don't know what to do... =(
not much i can do about it...
and fuck... i really need to start doing my work... ack!
CheZ