=( i feel bad... but my mom's used to it... but the fact that she's driving down and seeing me swim just a minute w/ my bro... isn't cool...
at least Pat made it a lil worth while... i'm swimming the A relay... but now that i think about it... i think i'm not swimming the best relay...
now that i really think about it... it isn't the best relay... he just put it as A to fool the other team... oh fuck. Damnit. that basturd...
that just diminished whatever esteeme i gathered.
but i gotta swim fast... if i fucking don't, i prolly will cry... cuz it's soo important to finish well... there's so much competition...
and it sucks...
*yawns*
bed... good prospect...
CheZ