That comic basially sums up me, relationship wise.
It's nice to know that other ppl are out there like me, cuz on a campus of god knows how many ppl, i've found that were ppl like me, or in situations that were similar.
Example, my friend Marisa.
Me: sometimes i wish i was in a relationship but then again, i'm glad
Me: i don't have to deal w/ feelings that i don't understand, i don't like being confused inside, when i'm already confused about the outside
Marisa: yeah...i understand.
Me: i know i'm missing out on a lot... but i just don't mind it passing by.
Marisa: Do it when you're ready. before this, I wasnt ready.(refering to her new relationship)
Me: i feel like i won't ever be ready, i'm going to be 20 dude, i know ur older, but i haven't done shit w/ my life other than swim, art and making sure i still have a heart beat
Me: and i quit swimming, at times i just feel incomplete. i don't miss swimming and yet i do. i miss the comfort of it
Marisa: I think... you need to find someone you're comfortable with ... do you have issues with the physical, emotional? both? other?
Me: physical i do
Me: you've seen me around guys haven't u? i don't get near them
Marisa: I was exactly like you. Heh. I found my waldon, though, he cared about me and i got to know my body through him helping.
Me: i just don't think there will ever be my "waldon" tho
Marisa: Thats waht I thought.
Marisa: He'll come, dont worry :-)
Me: i'm not worrying, i'm just facing a fact that could be true... however stupid that seems
Marisa: doesnt matter the age, do it when you're ready.
Marisa: Bah, there are enough people in the world :P
Me: yeah but when will i meet all of 'em ;p
Marisa: TOMORROW
Marisa: I SET THEM UP WITH YOU THROUGH APPMTS
Marisa: HOEP YER READY
Me: hey hey i have my final this week, i'm booked.
Marisa: aww damn.
Marisa: i'll have to let the world know hold on
Marisa: ....... ... .... ......... .....
Marisa: k they'll give you 3 minutes to do your finals, then they'll be knocking
I don't want to be in a relationship now, i'm just curious. Curious as to know what it's like being loved.
Because i'm clueless...
Chez