Maybe spending less time w/ Josh would cure me of that. Nah, that's not an option.
I still feel like I'm in a waking dream. That in the next moment I'll wake up and he's no longer there. I never thought I'd be in a relationship with him.
All I did was wish.
So, right now I should be working on a jewerly project. I have the class in 40 and I need to get it done in 10... Oops.
Such is life, I like lying in bed daydreaming instead.
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