Considering what kind of mental shit i exposed last night, i certainly deservent of being a lazy bum.
Go Lazyness.
Anyway... basically my quadmates and i had a whole depressing discussion of what makes each of us "Tick".
My problems w/ guys... stems from the fact that i was sexually molested when i was 6 by my neighbor.
And last night i told my quad mates, and they were all like:
"That's why!"
If you think about it, it really does connect w/ how i lived my life.
I've never gravitated to guys. I've never really liked physical attention, like hugging... until i initate it.
Every day i have some kind of tag sticking out, and everyday one of the grls tucks it in... and i involentarily jump.
If i don't see who's doing it... i get weirded out.
For those who i trust i let them touch me.
Let's just say, it takes me along time to warm up to ppl.
I don't wanna finish this entry.
CheZ