Not going into detail, I've dished it out somewhere else and to my friends.
I had my pity me session, and now I'm a hell of a lot better than I was yesterday.
Crying at a drop of the hat. I couldn't even watch tv, every little thing reminded me of him. Stupid emotions, doesn't help that my period is coming. Woohoo.
I've come to realize a lot of things. Hope when the time comes to reveal those things won't be too rocky.
If they are, then you know what I put it out there and there's nothing more that I can do.
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