First, in swimming we aren't alowed to drink or do drugs... my coach apparently didn't make it clear enough, during the meeting last week... So, two grls were caughts getting high and drunk... And my coach put forward to us if we should kick 'em off. Me, i wanted them off. but! now i know who they are... one i don't want off... the other i do. One apologized.. the other doesn't give a fuck. And me... i've had to do a time 5000(200 fucking laps) all because of the boys team pissing Pat off further cuz they didn't want to sign the fucking alcohol and drug contract!! Argh!! And! Mina... the one grl that got caught didn't fucking swim it cuz she wasn't fucking there!!
And to day we had to swim 5x1000's!!!!! ;_; Pat is sooooo pissed off... i don't think he'll get over what the boys team said... he threw out the contracts... and tore out the goals in his note book and shit... and fucking threw it at 'em!!
And i'm pissed because we are taking a blow from him and it's not our fucking fault.
*sighs* And AIM isn't working... so i'm using aol as a last resort... and i couldn't find my walet... but i did find it... and all this shit is going down and it's fucking pissing me off!!!!!!
One: If you are part of a team... you do what the team wishes. Yeah, i like being an individual... but i was w/ a Y... i'm used to being somewhat of a team... while only Club teams are all individuals... they don't do dual meets and race against other teams... the race other ppl from teams... that it. So, since their not used to being a "team" they need to fucking get in shape otherwise i will nail them to the ground if another fuck up happens!!
Two: And it pisses me off further that, just because you want to have fun doesn't mean that you have to drink. ppl depend on shit too much to have fun, do they have no self reliance? I don't drink or smoke or do anything illegal.... i have the will power not to do of it... yes i have drank before... but! i don't do it excesivily!! and i've only had like 3 or 4 drink in my life! In my eyes... ppl you drink, no offense, are weak. They have a weakness in will to say no. and for doing drugs, too. I'm not against drinking or drugs... i perfer not to do them. and when told not to.. i won't. period. But some just can't go w/ out it can they?
*sighs* jerks...
CheZ