Don't use Erika as a verbal punching bag because:
one: she'll call herself an asshole
two: she'll turn and punch you (so far i have 100 punches to her 1 on me)
three: she's a good unicorn whore ^_^
Ok, no more depressed Emily. Woah, i just typed my name w/ a Y insead of an ie, god damned american spellings...
So, no more depressed Emilie. Too much stress on me and Erika.
Less stress equals happy ppl
And ofcourse the only way i woke up from it was erika calling herself an asshole.
tonedhenge42O: nothing i could say to you is going to make you feel any better at this point
stonedhenge42O: so i'm just not going to bother.
stonedhenge42O: i'm an asshole, ok? i'm sorry, but there you go. i'm an asshole.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: dude, i'm not saying your an asshole
stonedhenge42O: i understand more than you think i do, more than you want to think i do, and if i had any energy at all i would help you out. it's not my fault i can't hang out half the time.
stonedhenge42O: well i feel like one anyway.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: and your the only person i know that would admitt to it and not be true
stonedhenge42O: oh it's true, i've had enough people tell me :P
stonedhenge42O: join the club
stonedhenge42O: get on the bandwagon
stonedhenge42O: c'mon
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: sorry, i just need to be w/ someone i known for more that a month. Everyone at TU only knew me as the college grl. You've seem me at my dorkiness peak. That's why i feel so alone. I don't think anyone knows me enough
stonedhenge42O: well i can understand that at the very least.
stonedhenge42O: i really do want to spend time with you, i'm just always so wiped out or mom's ordering me around
stonedhenge42O: when she goes away i'll have more time
stonedhenge42O: i can do whatever i want.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i want someone i can laugh w/ when i call you unicorn whore. Due, it's just the past i long for. i have no past anymore
stonedhenge42O: and i do?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: Well Lipstick would always laugh
stonedhenge42O: lipstick?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: english class... grl behind me... god i hate names
stonedhenge42O: ohhhhhhhhhhh
stonedhenge42O: i remember
stonedhenge42O: i'd forgotten that
stonedhenge42O: kristen
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i thought so! stonedhenge42O: lol
stonedhenge42O: no, but she did find it funny too
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: dude, the most fun i had this yr was when you and katie showed up at my house and katie got to the comic notes
stonedhenge42O: oh man so that wasn't fun at all :P
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: not for you!
stonedhenge42O: oh suuuuure i exist to be your amusement
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: mainly ^_^
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i still laugh about the bunch you gave me
stonedhenge42O: lucky it wasn't more
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: then i would have nailed you to the ground like i do to my brother
stonedhenge42O: i'd like to think that katie would have saved me
stonedhenge42O: but i doubt it
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: the only reason you landed that was because i was laughing to hard
stonedhenge42O: blah blah
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: hey you can all see the notes i cut up in my last art piece. i have 'em all painted over in a blood red in a locker/box
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: oh, you should see this peice. it's got baby teeth in it. and w/ the red paint. it looks like the box had it's period
stonedhenge42O: heh
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: oh yeah w/ a lil doll inside, too. couldn't resist the doll
stonedhenge42O: hoo boy
stonedhenge42O: look, i really don't want to seem insensitive but i'm dying over here
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: it's taped up behind notes in a corner
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: =( ok, i've harassed you enough for two days
stonedhenge42O: no no
stonedhenge42O: i just need to sleep
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: sorry sweetie but this did make me feel a whole lot better ^_^
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: hey, pay back for the bunch and a lil more
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: ;p
stonedhenge42O: you didn't need to pay me back for that
stonedhenge42O: you deserved it!
stonedhenge42O: we were EVEN
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: lol, well now i just tipped the scale
God i miss my past. And it took abusing Erika for the past week to figure that out.
Fuck, i could have just looked at my old entries for that!!
*feel guilty* Uh.... fuck. Sorry isn't a good enough word anymore. I use it too much.
Hmm... i'll find something to make it up to her ^_^
CheZ