And then i get i have this convo from i guy i met 3 weeks ago at a bar... i don't specifically remember giving him my number, at least i was smart enough for giving him my room number and not my cell.
Here's the convo:
HatDude: hey whats up
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: nothing much, trying to recover the brain cells i lost during my bio test, you?
HatDude: lol i feel ya
HatDude: i was jus nappin and got art history class at 2
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: ouch, art hist. ur not an art major are you?
HatDude: lol no
HatDude: wait, are you?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: then why the hell are you taking an art hist class, yeah i am
HatDude: gen ed lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: that sucks art hist is one of the hardest gen eds to be taking
HatDude: gettin defensive? :-P
HatDude: yeah it sucks
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: nah, not gettting defensive... i guess putting the yeah infront of it does make it sound it tho
HatDude: lol
HatDude: well thats tight that your an art major, you kinda have an art major vibe :-D
HatDude: and no response... its not a bad, i think its sexy
so i don't answer right away, sue me!
HatDude: i think your hot by the way, i saw you at ptux(a dinning hall) the other day but i didnt know if i should talk to you cuz i didnt know if youd remember me
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: wait, what? sorry there are my roomies here... im distracted easily
HatDude: lol
HatDude: hahaha
HatDude: i said you kinda looked like an art major but i thought it was hot
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: uh, thanks... i don't get compliments often....
HatDude: ok well you just did, so there :-P
HatDude: neither do i
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i do remember you vaguely... sorry, but i do remember you. I'm a visual person, so i go by that all the time...
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: Being drunk definatly hurts my memory
HatDude: so if you saw me you wouldnt remember me?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i remember your hat....
HatDude: lollll
HatDude: greaaaat
HatDude: well i gtg to to ptux then class, i'll talk to you later
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: sorry, but lindsey remembers you cuz she told me she saw you at some point
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: ttyl then
HatDude: yeah she has a couple times,
HatDude: see ya later
Offically weirded out. Erika = stondedhenge420
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i'm like, eep! i gave this dude my room # 3 weeks ago!
stonedhenge42O: haha it's sexy ;-)
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: and he remembers me? i can hardly remember me!
stonedhenge42O: aww you should go on a date with him
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i don't even remember what this dude looks like, all i remember is i didn't really wanna be near him
stonedhenge42O: and you gave him your number?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: my room #... i was drunk!
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: at least i was smarter in that sense...
stonedhenge42O: siiiigh :p
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i just put my friends infront of me and he danced w/ them... then he grabbed me to dance w/ him, and i left like 5 mins after that
stonedhenge42O: i gotcha
stonedhenge42O: if you don't remember him, he could still possibly be cute.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: maybe i dunno
stonedhenge42O: you should give him a chance :P
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: uh...
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i don't know how to respond to that one, i was going to say when hell freezes over but that's harsh
stonedhenge42O: just a little :P
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: just a pinch
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i don't like dealing w/ these situations
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: more like annoyances
stonedhenge42O: i know how you feel
stonedhenge42O: i just keep hoping for you
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: hope for me has long died
stonedhenge42O: nah you've got lots of time still
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i'm 19 and i can see myself alone.
stonedhenge42O: yeah well me too
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: How about u and me live together and run a single life amuck?
stonedhenge42O: *smirk*
stonedhenge42O: sounds fun
stonedhenge42O: i'll convert you to lesbianism, you'll have plenty of suitors then.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: I think i already have a following here, i don't need any more
stonedhenge42O: hehe
stonedhenge42O: start a cult!!!
Convo w/ Lindsey:
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: yeah
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: hat dude
Munchkin1810: yeah i got your messege today
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: he called me last night, randomly
I called Linds, and spazed out because he called, that's basically it
Munchkin1810: i was laughing so hard
Munchkin1810: my eyes were crying
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i hate you!
Munchkin1810: that's so funny
Munchkin1810: love you too
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: uh... yeah right, if you did, you'd save me
Munchkin1810: defensive?!!!(reading convo from above)
Munchkin1810: save you ?
Munchkin1810: from what?
Munchkin1810: he's harmless
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: him!
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: oh so you say
Munchkin1810: whats so bad?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i don't know, i normally uh Never have guys come on to me like that
Munchkin1810: he came on to you?
Munchkin1810: uh huh
Munchkin1810: you liked it
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: so not!
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: weirded out!
Munchkin1810: lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: spazing infact!
Munchkin1810: oh lemmie read on and find out
Munchkin1810: ;-)
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: spazzz attack!
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: just read you
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: no response to what?
Munchkin1810: thats sexy?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i didn't respond right away cuz one of my roomies was asking me a question
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: it was maybe a 2 min delay
Munchkin1810: lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i think i annoyed him by not remembering him. Of course i remember, how i wanted to get away
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: i see him everywhere
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: at least i don't
Munchkin1810: lol i remembered the hat
Munchkin1810: that's so funny
Munchkin1810: and i see you're tryiing to pon him off on me lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: yes.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: that is my goal.
Munchkin1810: thanks:-)
Munchkin1810: what did he say when he called so randomly
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: no prob bob. just doing my job.
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: he asked me your name
Munchkin1810: lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: and then he lost the connection... called me back 20 mins later and give me his sn
Munchkin1810: he did?!!
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: yeah!!
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: that's funny
Munchkin1810: isn't his like jason or joe or john
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i was so confused and then i was "oh he's after her now!"
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i don't remember...
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i just know him as hat dude
Munchkin1810: what?!!! after me?
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i was thinking that, but then he called me back
Munchkin1810: no he's not, that was just a way to talk to you
Munchkin1810: ;-)
Munchkin1810: he has the hots
Munchkin1810: he sweats your would be balls
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: and two weeks before finals
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: what hell does that mean!?
Munchkin1810: 2 weeks?
Munchkin1810: what does that have to do with anything
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: uh, stress?
Munchkin1810: and sweats your balls is like he's got the hots
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: woah... i feel honored... Pft.
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: i called him a stalker
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i'll give him points tho, he's got guts
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: and that's on the verge of stalking
Munchkin1810: points for what calling you?
Munchkin1810: lol
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: i sure as hell wouldn't be able to call anyone that i like
Munchkin1810: no i called him a stalker to his face when i saw him for like the 5th time
aLiCeGoNeMaD84: lol!
Munchkin1810: lol
Munchkin1810: so funny
I don't get myself.
It would be nice to have a boyfriend. But I get really put off by guys who show interest right off. I don't like it. It makes me feel as if i'm put on a stage and i'm just there for them.
I don't like attention. I like to be just there. While i'm a person i just like to be in the background. I don't have a strong enough personality to push myself up the ranks, so why bother?
Where's that going to get me in life anyway?
Where's feeling love going to get me anywhere?
"It makes people happy," they say.
"Well, is loving my cat the same?" i say.
"That's a cat." they say.
"A damn loveable one," I say.
I guess i'm going for saftey. It's safer for me to not love. No pain. If there's pain, then why love?
Can you tell i hate pain?
I don't know why i'm so afraid. I see people around me in love all the time. Damn, Pati is a perfect example considering she gets some every night! She has her wedding bands picked out... Ty has Joe, Sara is promised to Todd. God, it's everywhere...
Not only do i have Love all around me, x-mas is taking over... Is everything out to get me!
I fail bio!
Have this Hat Guy!
Feel like i'm in a Fucking Daze!
No Sleep!
And it's a holly jolly fucking x-mas time!
I love how i go from spazed, sentimental, and then pissed.
God no it can't be that time of month...
Chez