I don't think this whole, "i'm not single" thing has ever warn off... but lately i just don't even feel like there is Brandon any more.
I'm here in DE and he's in MD. There's an hour and a half drive between us, not that big of a deal. I just feel weird.
I feel like myself... my old self.
The "i'm going to be alone", one.
I call him, he doesn't call me, and when i hear his voice everything just sounds distant.
We have no real substance to our converstations.
Half the time i just like to know he's on the other side of the phone, not really talking.
I just gotta talk to him... conflicts not cool.
chez